
I’ll admit it, I’m not always positive. I looked outside the other day; it was overcast, rainy, dark, and gloomy. Here in Michigan it can be like that for a month. It’s too warm for the ice to be safe, but still cold enough to make boating prohibitive. When I went outside, it smelled like springtime in Florida. It was unseasonably balmy. I reminisced about working in Florida as a young man, making $4.50 an hour as a laborer building a prison outside of Daytona- now it’s easy to feel appreciative.
That afternoon the temperature plummeted 25 degrees, the wind howling, and the snow was going sideways. I stood in the woods listening to the wind roar above me using the shadow of a big tree to shelter me from the snow. It was invigorating to savor and experience all the weather had to offer that day.
A week later, and the weather is still overcast and gloomy. I headed up to get some of my Dad’s things, a trip I really wasn’t eager to do. The wind blew, and it wasn’t balmy. A rather crappy morning set me off in the wrong mood and the day appeared dismal. I tried to let my anger and frustration go, and appreciate again how lucky I was. I crossed the Cass River, and there was a bald eagle standing on the ice. It was an omen of all that is beautiful and right with the world. A friend came and helped me load some of the heavy stuff and we enjoyed trying to identify some of the tools.
On the way home I stopped at the club to check things out. The track was in various stages of melting, pooling, and running off. I looked at the fresh animal tracks and listened to the wind blow through the trees over my head. The air in the woods smelled almost sweet and enveloped me in a tranquil oasis surrounded by mud and wind. I know my Dad was up there grinning at me. I took that love home and shared it with my family. I was relaxed and hopeful that they appreciated being warm and comfortable on such a gloomy evening.
It can be easy to get sucked into a vortex of negativity, doom, and gloom- there’s plenty around. For a long time I’ve been trying to find the beauty and potential we are surrounded by. Some call me a dreamer, but I would rather have dreams and goals that make me happy than nightmares. The rain will make the grass green and the rivers high- and that’s a good thing!
